I don't know what I was thinking last night. maybe it was because I was trying to prove to myself that I still had that bad girl in me... or to prove that I could be happy... I don't know what it was. but I relapsed last night. I don't what to go into it- in detail; on what, or anything because I think you know. five and a half months are wasted because of one night and last night was the wildest night I have had in five and a half months. that's how my life used to be; everyday. except crazier. and wilder. and sick. and disturbing. and disgusting. and revolting. not even myself was able to handle it sometimes. I don't regret last night though. why? because I won't ever do it again. I know that was a one time thing. I know it. today, I'm fine. I'm okay. I am moving on.
i wear: fedora: forever 21, black scarf: $5 nyc, gold/mustard tie dye scarf: south africa, thick white sunglasses: $5 forever 21, wetlook leggings: annie sez :-o!!, ankle zipper booties: $60 zara, plaid coat: $45 forever 21, very thin white top: lux @ urban outfitters, asymmetrical batwing/ruffled long cardigan: forever 21
i wear: fedora: forever 21, black scarf: $5 nyc, gold/mustard tie dye scarf: south africa, thick white sunglasses: $5 forever 21, wetlook leggings: annie sez :-o!!, ankle zipper booties: $60 zara, plaid coat: $45 forever 21, very thin white top: lux @ urban outfitters, asymmetrical batwing/ruffled long cardigan: forever 21
