Tuesday, January 27, 2009

gloomy times







cardi: floral f21
blouse: ruffled f21
heels: w/ bow south africa

scarf: green & black nyc $5
scarf: white & black urban outfitters $20
cardi: black f21 $15
dress: green & black vintage, beacon's closet brooklyn, ny $10
boots: lace-up vintage ebay $25

well i guess my blog is terribly boring all of you guys since no one comments it. and i'm assuming if no one is commenting it no one is reading it because it's boring. i should get more involved with blogging more. i think it'll be fun. ^_^ so me and my boyfriend are totally going down hill. i'm not even sure if we're together anymore. he wants to "start over" from the beginning and work our way back up to a relationship. i don't understand what's going on through his head anymore. he doesn't love me anymore and he isn't sure if he wants to be with me. so i'm going kind of nuts since i'm very hurt, confused, and i don't know what to do. if i could read his mind, i think this would be a lot easier. wouldn't you think so? i really didn't expect this from him but i guess feelings change. i don't believe true love changes though. love doesn't change. i don't know. i guess i'll have to stick around and feel this out. see what happens. suck it up. i over analyze, over dramatize, and get paranoid over situations easily so that's what could be pushing him away as well. but i don't know. i don't know what the core reason is. we're still hanging out just as much which is even more confusing and i'll be seeing him today so wish me luck?

love, dayna