i haven't posted in here in ages!

i'm so sorry for the lack of posts! really! i've actually been quite busy with some things. my birthday was 4 days ago, july 10, & i had a fun time with my friends @ the jersey shore & seeing the movie, bruno. however, i'm not sure how i feel about the movie & if you saw it, i'm sure you would understand what i mean! ♥ i'm 19 now & this birthday sure was a lot different than last's. i was actually sober. 100% coherent, clean, and sober. the past year went by so quickly~ it feels like yesterday i was fucking up my life doing drugs & just turned 18. this past 3 years have disappeared from my life.

i've been hanging around, sleeping, reading a ton of books, and watching movies in my spare time. i have a new obsession over michael pitt who is the movies funny games & murder by numbers. :* for my birthday i went to borders book store & bought a million books for me to read! it made me so excited. i got some really great stuff for my birthday too ^_^ which i will show on my next post (i promise my next post will be either tonight or tomorrow~ not a month from now).

my yum yum chocolate mousse birthday cake!!
my daddy.(don't mind me)
my mommy.(don't mind me)
my pup & i!
my oscar ♥♥
me & my sister.(don't mind me~ i look awful in every single one of these photos).

amy & alyssa!
my best friend, alyssa & i.(i look absolutely awful! i have no idea what happened to my bangs @ this point)

the other day i went to a free concert with my family, my aunt, & sister. my sister wanted me to go so i went~ i've never been to free concert 5 minutes away from my house before anyway. it was a blues concert & it was fun, cute. the band was really great but me and my sister ended up getting bored & tired after eating lots of chips & sandwiches! so we walked off around the park to take photos :*)

cool ranch doritos, green tea, quick check sandwiches, & my sister's hand.
my leg & boot, vitamin water, & bags.
my boots & sydney's boat shoes!
the blues concert.




blue tank top, $10 zara. denim shorts, f21. mini red booties, $60 zara.beige & brown bag, f21.silver knot bracelet, $8 f21. silver ring, $5 f21.plastic aviator shades, $5 f21.

:-o!!!


i guess i smacked my sister in the face...
in the middle of talking!

& smoking my camel cigarette.